just got to accept it.
i
am
not
beautiful.
never will be. sure, i'm okay looking. just not heart stopping/gut wrenching/breath taking beautiful. which obviously, i'd like to be.
my twin is, imogen. my dad often comments on it, and I am left to awkwardly agree in the background. he doesn't mean it. can't help what he sees.
thing is, she seems to be adamant that she is ugly. and she's obviously not.

well, i suppose one thing I can be is slimmer. I may never be prettier, more beautiful, but i can be slimmer. I always have been so it's something I'm good at. I'm going to be fucking skinny.

I guess I accepted it a while ago, then forgot about it really....

Until yesterday.

All the photos of her were stunning.
My
photos
weren't.